Yep, its decided. I wasn't cut out for love. While I know this sounds naive, temporary, maybe even ridiculous, its true. I came close to getting near the fire and it hurt. And now that I look at the whole situation, I realize how happy I am that I didn't. Its just way too much pressure and I am still too independent for that. Its kindof sad, but looking on the bright side, I never wanted it anyway. I think Im just one of those people who loves family, but loves them only part-time. So unless you can handle me, a floozy, a Carmen, a butterfly...
I love people and I hate being alone. But sometimes you have to remember how nice it is to be alone, because it gives you the chance to meet other people. It makes total sense. But its often scary. But always surprising!
If you are my friend, and you feel I've reneged on my responsibilities thereupon, I would appreciate a little confrontation, for its never my intention to neglect. I love my friends, but at the moment theres too much to do to think about commitments. Hmmm...
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